(26 - End) after my pregnancy, marital rape revenge (to)

 (26) <> I do not think: a timid woman will come and I bargain, I even never even put her in the eyes <. only incidentally with that point of history as self-introduction and marriage conversation <> to take to ease some embarrassment Bale. but she was the first to say make demands, and is a weak gesture, with almost sad < > find the tone, the facial features with a humble beginning desolately begging: you are also a breeze. You can divorce with the father of Tintin is not <> can give them a child, you are young, divorced without children can find a better, want to be recycled. I did not wait for her time to continue to enlighten, I smiled and interrupted her patience: What should my body fall from the meat, leaving him <> have that family! man can not <> What divorce? into O, the whole <> events, I always was a passive person. <> I do not have to question her, in the end the children were left to their home will give her any good, she earnestly and <> in the end is for what. but in my eyes, I just put her as a good woman, a couple hundred days with day <> En traditional idea of a woman, an attempt on the former husband to do something about the woman. <> a woman why bother difficult woman, I do not want a wife after his ex-wife's attitude towards treatment of her children did not want to discuss the <> sub-problems, but do not want to explain what to send her to leave. < > I just kept silent, she seems to have anything to say, they always look up next to the wife after a low <> under the head. I am not sure that she hesitantly struggle is not with the wife on, but I know her to say, She sent away, so we are talking about finished, : According to the <> has been said that good, do not talk nonsense in this. woman was promised a panic, and hurried nod, to cover some anxiety <> emotions. <> walk in sister in law After a long period of time, women still can not find the opening words, but frequently frowning, not <> know where the next mouth. <> I calmly looked at her, with that to see her heart to the eyes, I smiled and looked into her eyes, the <> of coffee, but does not drink, just to keep the spoon gently brushes against the edge of the cup, a very slight noise. that sound <> in the silence of the two of us, it is particularly crisp, clear I can feel every sound once, she would tremble slightly once, his mouth. <> I suddenly, in her unprepared, said that the sentence: <> she was scared of the shock, choke, where half the day to say a word. <> I put down the coffee cup, and caught her on the table that kept trembling hands. < > She instinctively a break, knocked over in front of her coffee, coffee spilled on her plain clothes, opened one after another like a brown <> flowers. her confusion with wet clothes finishing what to do. <> I did not say I'm sorry, did not explain to me why the sudden movement frightened her, I just looked at her, as if the <> scared rabbit apprehension, panic, the kind of To take the conflict still remain, the kind of fear that their fears hunters at gunpoint, she lost <> the last bit of preparation ahead of time lines and reason. <> At this time, I am very natural, to the coffee Riga, the two lumps. <woman's heart to heart. <> I began to comfort her with the ambiguous words: I do not fit him, he needs a woman like you. I know he wants to stay <> son, is not impossible, I just want to wait another major point of the child, and now the child is too small, inseparable from the pro- Mom. you something, I <> How many know that point, we are a woman, what words do not open it? What people can not see things that she think about the <> so, seems to weigh me in the end know what, know how much. her heart finally the collapse of some defense, I am sorry the opening <> start some incoherent. <> ; She set the state of inner peace, with the tone of people looked, said: ? day couple hundred days grace too! emotional foundation, has not the slightest bit reluctant to, or how it could have a child of divorce. She listened to me these words, it seems to relax a bit: quality. I did not you have the knowledge, had never graduated from junior high school, not <> my feelings have always been good with his childhood sweetheart, but unfortunately I have not give him a son, oh ... <> sigh. <> I listen to it, not a word, she did not even care to say: is a priori not procreation, the family can count on him, if he made no son, the household must not <> What? I also want to give him a boy, but one is pregnant woman, a pregnant woman is Now abortion can not be conceived flow <> pregnant by. We do not divorce, her mother is fierce, and I find one is to let him give him a son, leave a post. her, I was surprised, it started with her and the wife told me not, I can not tell in the end what <> said was true and what is false. I can do is just help things along along the thread of her conversation to find the source. <> I deliberately very sad, choking back tears, said: But you can not get the same because of Tintin did not spoil things to listen to the grievances of the <> other people's mercy. of others, did you say you spade, and you sincerely say that I take very ingratiate themselves with you, but you took a lie to coax <> I, is not wife does not walk, you told her to Mongolia me? you do not fool me just to let me leave the child to his home <> What, you are Why bother you so! explanation: <> Four children are flesh and blood. lifeblood like when her mother to four, four died, she <> hurt hurts four children who? you know Big Brother congenital sick, can not have their own children. wife married here the time and I do not know <> Road, and later insisted that a divorce. her mother fearing that his son has a disease that can not be ashamed to let a pregnant sister from <> family, children, divorce, death of a heart . At that time, the four are out to stir up trouble all day, every turn is also a woman with a dubious back <>, the mother wanted to hold the four people, and the total return with a woman outside the recruiting gossip, let family has So a woman <> to long term resident of his. Although not wash your dirty linen in public, you are not an outsider, I hide from you. mother know sister certainly different <> Italian, to make the meter, that time Big Brother night shift do not come back at night, her mother said a man at home, the old people are afraid, it is better than <> to sleep with her. I did not deep-thinking, who knows, her mother secretly down to the sister drug, stripped his clothes , on a four-bed <>, on Thursday night drunk and came back and saw his bed to sleep a naked woman, also stumbled in both <> who gave to sleep. sister woke up the next day, rush to cry days, her mother scolded shameless sister, husband's brother sleep in the bed, the four also <> felt sorry for his brother, want not up, raped his own sister in law, or is it wife stripped his bed and crawl to <>, and then annoyed. <> mother to take the opportunity to a conciliatory posture, that ugly is not outside the Yang family, and even persuaded wife to scare identified with coax, and if shouted out < > go, we can not a man, and wife to the default of the muddle. <> This time, not wishing to pregnant wife, that wife was pregnant, her mother extremely happy, big brother may be the fire, ;> that the wife who steal, and even playing with a scolding, then trouble their hands full, it is concealed from view, and her mother on the edited words: wife <> sleep confused, and four are drunk, sleep to bed; Since children are their own side, but also do not naughty, and lest outsiders <> know the gesticulating, no place to put the nerve. say boss is sick, so had no children being gossip, as students took the opportunity to <>, and when their child support, and also do not read every day, eyeball white people, do both things. <> brother and sister in law can not accept her mother's advice, but also could not stand a nose a mother Tears of the nagging, say node <> is not married has no children is a thing out of this divorce wife had no desire, and fear of outsiders know, he has no face <> live. brother though never nod, but his sickness not blame who, no one died later in the future nobody Pimadaixiao, which in turn <> is better than his younger brother's children to the parents adopt a child one more, so also tacitly without the words. <> four knees with Jackie Road apology, the two did one night, then four psychological Biequ to go out drinking, the results of not wishing to drink <> much, not happy heart, to a car accident. <> Four of the dead, her mother also insisted the child was born wife. later gave birth to little, though her mother too was a girl <> child, but still very affectionate, Although our family Tintin Sun Girl, but her mother did not scold me but the old skill, birth to a girl, on the <> and children do not like it. I knew that her mother little pain, it is because it is four children, we all know clearly they do not <> said. It stands to reason that it exists should not be told you, since the opening words, and also lacks ugly house ugly house was not. many things, but always with her husband in the end she did not mention how, I can not do <> set before the face of her sister in law said those words, and now these words are true and which are false, they are to me not important <> to, it is important, she came for what, according to her, her relationship with her husband and her mother did not I think of evil <> bad, but even that has been fairly good, The reason for the divorce is not in the end she said that, I'm not sure, but <> I'm sure is not her aim is to talk about chores so simple. <> I am constantly looking at her , her lips moving non-stop speaking, as if things at home with the acquaintances said, and that <> mouth gradually become larger, rushing towards me, the silence seemed to drown my whole world, I can not help playing had a shiver. <> a sudden, my mind had a bold idea. <> What kind of milk you eat? <;> I sighed, interrupting her. I'm pregnant, staring at her earnestly, with a very sincere and very pro-<> hot start what I call the tone of the talk: There is also no one in the bosom of the people, their homes, but also strange uncomfortable; <> Do you want to mind, I put you as a sister. supposedly divorced, the children sooner or later followed his father, to when he was not allowed to call you <> mother, we are all over people, life is the same as the bitter, sad that it people. I do not know how the wife confessed her mother's <> You do not know how to say them and I baby daddy thing; but hearsay, as I personally dig pit of the stomach with your child to talk about <> this. me and my children's father lacks emotional foundation, and he is looking for literate people have given him a Son, I do, just <> out of school are simple and do not understand the feelings at all, feel it, women always want to get married, look pleasing to the eye, conditions that co-<> appropriate to get married, I did not expect, did not marry a common language, life very boring, not suitable for two people live together, to think not <> such as divorce each other very well. This is not the child is still small, I wanted to put the kids to follow me , and other large point, just like his father. mother to <> is not happy, just like his father have to have a child now, I do not feel bad children is what, so small, I do not worry. you say, this < > Children can not give, and his body of his father's blood stream, which can not a blood relationship ?!Her reaction, she could not sigh, and nodding <> head. <> her to see me sad, to comfort me: do not want to <> it? her call the shots at home things are the final say, difficult ah. She look for, who can convince. the truth, I had thought <> you feeling bad, you that she married him, for how long? to divorce? a look that is not based on feelings. I told him, but young <> to know, that's childhood, either because I bore him a son to abortion can not flow pregnant, I <> do not have the heart to divorce. When we both said yes, he had to find someone to his son, divorced, remarried us. the moment I panicked, ; <> listening to her Meihuazhaohua's rhetorical, I said aloud: curse people? my kids get a little name: a lot. Wuhan is now home to tell you a piece of <> it? have not seen the child, Shashi Hou I'll go see. to deliberately said: your address, I know she is not allowed to inquire about this is I live in <> side, to see the child in the end in not in Wuhan. I think this Bacheng related with the mother, must have sent her to get her mother clear about their children <> where a good start looting. <> she saw the slightest to tell her I did not address the meaning of deliberately started talking with her husband in the past has occurred; I do not know her say this <> These are to stimulate me? or test what? but she said everything was now in the time before the wife said not the same. <> she and her husband is a junior high school students, the two go together from school to school every day, good incredible, in fact, then junior high school students <> there are many began dating, and what they are not puppy love. She read the beginning of the time my father died 3 to drop out of school to go home. <> Later My husband was admitted to a secondary, temporary to go to school, she was afraid her husband and then like any other girl, dump her; she left her own <> to him. Then her husband assigned to the state-owned enterprises to work after graduation, they naturally married. She has been a temporary worker, find life after her husband remarried his son, duplex buildings to the army for her, but her mother did not move out of life and death, she <> also think the future anyway, still a family, to live together; just like her daughter being rented out, house to her mother to live. <> all have been with her husband as her commitment to the smooth conduct of the, gave me a son getting married, and now downtown from <> marriage; but did not expect things not because the child away from the as she felt a strange thing to find out some time in Wuhan, originally <> is to understand the divorce, did not think they discover the husband has gone bankrupt, penniless thing. She knew it after the earthquake <> panic, consider a very long time, inner struggle is also very contradictory. she really did not know the future with her husband has been able to remarry after the <> on a good day before, she worried too old, too not relied upon. she can not birth, did not work, by doing little to buy <> sell, not a good business, make money, her only hope is that the house, but now her mother do not give, wife brother, <> also moved in, and she did not expect it. Although she was given, but only verbal promises, without credentials. Room <> sub name in her husband She hoped that I could spare the money to divorce her husband when the number of points to give them one, and that <> like they were rich, would not hit her house in mind. <> Although we can not conclude that she in the end is for the house or for money, but the future for her and her husband is true. I <> can tell that she was going to find me, long has been to lay a draft, and now just memorize your request, I am <> surprised, how could she think that money in my hand, I think this idea must be imposed on her husband or her mother. <> I cold smile: He has gone bankrupt, and his own company he ran, and I have children, boss, he ruined the company <>, and lost, and can not say I took the money, he said what evidence? I always get when you look at my sister, did not expect <> people across the belly , you still have that doubt me, I listened to really cold. > She hesitated and said: think more of their own beyond it, a man is not, have to expect from <> had, ah, you still intend to plan early and do your house, and I were not much help, can only hope you good luck a. only buy a single to left one person without leave. <> She sat there blankly, waiting, waiting for a maybe she will never get the answer. <On the way back, I think thin every word she said, as appropriate, with the inside of the genuine ingredients. <> night, at midnight, her husband put the telephone call to my cell phone. I know for sure is the wife and she told her husband <>, and I kept hanging up, was about to shut down, sent me a text message is sent to her husband: I now hand you have boyfriend <> phone, but if you hang not take off, I'll telephone call to his mobile phone. my heart for a cold, a strange channeling the pain all over my <> the body, the phone rang that second, I rang the answer key. < > Obviously, listening to his words of Speed, I know he must drink a lot. He said he and off for me to pay <> much, and saying how unhealthy children of single parent families, and is a big heap confession, pleading and sweet. He has repeatedly <> stressed do not want a divorce, emphasizing the child can not do without my father, stressed that he would later serve me well, stressed that his mother never <> do not look at me. I Listen impatient, cold response to his begging. <> apathy he saw me, began to busy to explain his ex-wife thing. He said he did not lie to me, he really did not end too <> ; marriage, that woman just living together for many years with him, give him a daughter, they did not love, there is no common language, he is <> because the only possessor of them is responsible for her daughter. He promised that not following between them, to guarantee that there is anything not hide me. <> I Listening to people's interpretation of contempt, began to doubt what they planned conspiracy together in the end, one of them said a <> a story, complete different story, ironic reason. I sympathize with a woman another woman's state of mind <> even those who despise his words. I felt he was very dirty, very dirty, very dirty, it is not a man! <> I've heard enough of his far-fetched excuses, false promises and disgusting cries cry, gnashing of teeth, said: animals as things man has no personality at all, All this point, the divorce is what I most want to do, and the only thing to give me comfort. attitude to the one hundred and eighty degrees <> turn, he growled over the phone: ;> Now talking about rape, then I is not afraid to tell you the truth, that the things that I had planned, I find that the customer is <> wine care, I'm on the toilet when you put your the wine down the drug, or else how could so easy to succeed! you deserve to be I <> play!! either see you pregnant with my son's sake, I kick the far early you ! You do not give you face you don''t want to, his wife drugging his mother, he gave me the next <> medicine, the family in prescription. I figure in front of a prescription surface, then the shadow, one will become his, one will become his <> Mom. I reeled. <> He did not listen to my movement, it roared out: not you too! want to divorce me, find your situation, no way! we'll see, you make me uncomfortable, I want you to <> disturbed students. The abuse, I hung up the phone, off the machine, Yiyewumian. <> I pondered the words of his ex-wife, feeling that seems true. While his ex-wife simply does not know that I was raped by his <> ; obtained, but in her subconscious, I'm just the man to spend a tool recruited sons, but their home that chess game <> on a piece, ran out to throw! <> I sad it for yourself! (30) <> day, wife and his ex-wife has called me and said her mother was seriously ill, has been transferred to the Wuhan <> Union Medical College Hospital, in any case to I have to go. I think about a long time and decided to go! yet again how to say from now into the marriage, the rationale for <> of the mother was sick in hospital, in the situation should take a look at the reasons. <> I did not think that a person went to carry the fruit. to the ward and saw all there. mother lying in bed, edge, her mother had suddenly opened his eyes closed and see <> to me, have to struggle together, I thought she was ready to be beaten up and vapid life of me, did not expect to make a hard , not from <> to come, and lay down again. Her eyes suddenly became very charitable, mouth muttering a few times, bursts with a few words to: struggling in a sudden, do not know what to say, her turn <> changed inexplicably gave me a lot of pressure. <> I see no acupuncture treatment she raised her hand, trying to touch the bed fruit on the side of a small cabinet, and that hand is very thin, skin wrinkled <>, sporadic walk a few age spots on the wrist, blue veins in her hard to take when exposed fruit exceptionally clear, like a < > All roads lead back of the hand full of earthworms. trembling hands holding a banana plug into my arms, an action to take in a sick old man of the <> who spent a few minutes to a full hard! I hastily took the banana and held her mother's hand! <> I gently put her hands stuffed into the yard, tuck a tuck. She stressing each syllable, said: > well, you do not tell me the old woman general knowledge, you are our family hero, let us have, I do not ask you Why, sour my heart, my heart <, let her recuperate peace of mind, let me know what is required. <> From the moment I entered the room, the husband left me no vision, that vision is a thief, let me back get cold, do not know what hit idea, but also on the ear, he called me humming those relentless. Before I left, I went to <> the attending physician, asked about her mother's disease, doctors hesitate to The patient asked me what, I hesitate to answer by saying daughter <> wife. doctors awkward smile, paused and said: nothing, just the spirit by the stimulus. I did not fine to ask, think, to <> hurries out. <> out of the hospital, I always feel that someone in the back with me, but one turned around, but not see the ice. I hit <> a, and returned to the residence . I was thinking about how to make the mother the child was brought over, let her mother see. the doorbell rang, and open the <> the door, turned out to be her husband. <> I think he must be traced to my house, I do not know the purpose of him, so did not open that road outside security iron <> door. He insisted I open the door, let him come in, I hesitated and hesitated, that is not open, said: , finished <> a brisk walking. The couple fight it, so that the door does not let me little patience, do not joke ah. said: said, he reluctantly, and again made Biao, forced the Zamen, a mouthful of abuse. watching neighbors from time to time to open the door <> dissatisfaction with the situation, looked at the way his rogue, I had to hit 110. Police Half hours before to understand the situation <> condition, advised him: , and influence others, and so calm you say, this makes a joke. <> let me lose face in front of others, I'll let you lose face in front of the world! > weekend, I went to the hospital to see her mother, a good hospital doctor said. I ask when discharged, the doctor said more than a <> a week, and I count, I probably did not last to see her gone was discharged two days. I was surprised how much faster stuff, ill <> fast. The result is I get a phone so I can not believe. <> phone call from my former boyfriend, and I listen to to his cry, ; ah a clean heart, to appease their busy disturbed and throbbing heart. Only the last sentence I want to <> you see a face branded sonorous raw so my heart burst. <> I night without sleep, do not know how to deal with him. I thought from the last meeting, the two are no longer impossible to see But he was about to meet me, I even forgot <> a denial, even submissive agreed. I know that love can control a person's behavior, the kind of situation when the original <> a sense of cumulative into an irrational people will never forget. I think I may be crazy, even to the appointment; and perhaps, in the See the beach face, the first moment I saw him on that: He lost! <> looked at the dark eyes of his kind in the distribution of light, I shed tears, tears in the wind raging river, I With the eyes of the heart <> tear unbridled destruction. I am afraid that my eyes melted, his head buried deep in the chest. Erque stubborn tear drop <> filled every inch of square foot of land . He came quietly, hugged my trembling shoulders, hold me tightly in his arms. <> despite the coming and going, let other people surprised eyes focused on us, he only then hold me, do not let go. <> My tears wet his shoulder, his heart took away my long-lost heart. <> seemed like a century so long, I hurried to flee his arms, tense, gone hand carding <> his long hair. He laughed, his hand touched my hair, said: it?! Walking ...